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Hi, Katherine. Thank you for all of your detailed research.

I thought you might want to read this book if you have not already.

https://thedukereport.com/books/john-courtney-murray-time-life-and-the-american-proposition-how-the-cias-doctrinal-warfare-program-changed-the-catholic-church-volume-i/

https://rumble.com/v2t7vlf-ep.-107-vatican-ii-timelife-jesuits-and-the-cia-w-david-wemhoff.html

"This is Volume I of the two-volume work detailing the phenomenally successful doctrinal warfare campaign against the Roman Catholic Church by the United States during the early days of the Cold War, and the legacy of that doctrinal war.

In 1941, Franklin D. Roosevelt gave his famous "Four Freedoms" speech. In that speech, FDR set forth a vision for the reengineering of societies around the globe. The means was psychological warfare, involving the manipulation of ideas, words, and symbols to divide target societies and convince these societies of the ideology that formed America. The most important society America targeted was the Roman Catholic Church. Media mogul Henry R. Luce, founder and publisher of enormously influential magazines like Time and Life, used the CIA's doctrinal warfare program to turn the Catholic Church into a promoter of American ideas.

This struggle reached its culmination at the Second Vatican Council with the promulgation of the document Declaration on Religious Liberty. Catholic doctrine did not change, but, defeated at the Council, the Americanists used their media power to win the battle over who got to interpret the Council with significant consequences for both the world and the Catholic Church, whose leadership came to espouse the doctrines of Liberalism something its leadership had condemned just a few years earlier."

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"I’ve been struggling a bit more than usual with worry the last couple of weeks, so am not able to concentrate well enough to format this more formally."

Hope consideration of this will help along side the praying

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/10859691/

Pyridoxal-5-Phosphate is the active form of B6 it is required as a co factor to glutamate decarboxylase to biosynthesize gamma-Aminobutyric Acid (GABA) which keeps us calm and level emotionally. The glutamate/GABA system is dysregulated by stress, alcohol and benzodiazepine and benzo like drugs. B6 is also involved in the biosynthesis of at least three other important neurotransmitters: epinephrine, dopamine and serotonin:

6.5. VitB6 and its Role in neurotransmitter Biosynthesis

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6071262/

Some people need more B6 P5P than others

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I would recommend reading Unbound: A Practical Guide to Deliverance by Neal Lozano, a Catholic. You have the ability through your sacrament of Baptism to name the spirits afflicting you; worry, anxiety, hopelessness, etc., whatever you discern and in the name of Jesus, command them to leave. Then praise God in his Mercy, and give him thanks. It doesn’t replace confession, of course. In fact repentance and firm resolve and statement of Faith needs to come first. You are fighting at a deeper level in the battle than most and the accuser has noticed. We all need to recognize the designs and mechanisms of the adversary in our particular lives. I assume you have a solid spiritual director. Praying for you, Katherine. Psalm 51, and the Lorica of St. Patrick could be recited often.

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For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Eph 6:12

Praying that the full armor of the Lord God shields you from enemy attacks, both internal and external, allowing your mind to rest and restore a sense of Peace and Protection through our Lord Jesus Christ and his Holy armies. Amen

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